It is with deep gratitude that I thank those you who have consulted with me because you have helped me arrive at this awesome milestone. Without you this would not have happened, and I would not have had the honor and pleasure of knowing you as an astrology friend.

HOW IT HAPPENED

Astrology began as an intense interest after I picked up Linda Goodman’s “Sun Signs.” I got my chart done by a local astrologer way back in 1980. When I asked him a lot of questions of how it was done, he sent me to a local astrology group who met in someone’s finished basement. Back then astrology information, Alice Bailey , Rudolph Steiner Lao Russell and Edgar Cayce (all of whom I have studied) books were only available from small, privately owned shops that included books. Border’s did not exist yet.

The women who owned the shop also gave astrology and tarot lessons that I immediately signed up for. When they asked me what I knew, they put me in the astrology intermediate class. My business of 16-1/2 years had just been sold, so I had time to study eight hours a day and spend the thirty hours it took to write out one horoscope interpretation. Of course, we calculated the charts by hand, there were no computers to do it for us. The first astrology computer program was actually a little machine that only did astrology charts and printed everything out in a square. Eventually, computer software was invented to do the math of constructing horoscopes on a PC. Today we call a PC a desktop computer. The tarot came naturally and I would read for fun for the teachers and other students. Now tarot readings have become professional, too.

When I discovered that your soul’s purpose is revealed in your horoscope I was thrilled. Finally, here is a practical and easily understood way to discover why you are here this lifetime. Advanced studies included giving presentations to the class of the astrology subject that most interested us. My class presentations were on your soul’s purpose and transformation this lifetime, preparing for the next. During the advanced classes the other students gathered around me before the teacher arrived to ask me questions. Oh, Oh, something was up. I did not want to embarrass the teacher, so I quietly explained to the women who ran the center and quit the advanced class to study privately with a more advanced astrologer. Students and others asked me to interpret their charts, and an unexpected career as an astrologer began.

This was in 1980 when Radio Shack presented the first desk top computer. Since I had no idea astrology would become a career, I decided to learn how to use the computer which led to a job as an executive secretary, which supported me while I continued to do charts. The first computers could not calculate charts, that was much too complicated. A man named Bill Gates made a statement that no one would need more that 275k memory!

This seemed an inscrutable concept to me not so long ago and I’m not certain when it all became clear. Maybe it was when I noticed that I am, indeed, without desires! Buddhists seek to conquer desire, believing desire to be the root of all suffering. I didn’t seek to conquer desire - I am devoted to be-ing, to becoming, God in the flesh. Apparently desirelessness is also a result of devotion.

For me, 2005 began with the publication of my book “I Am Liberty.” I thought I would desire sales from publication, but instead wanted only readers, and I didn’t care how they got the book, free from me, borrowed from another, whether they bought the e-book or the softcover, or how much the profit might be. I had faithfully followed God’s will for me, and what He said to do was write it, get it published, and share the experience. Whatever happened with the book was fine with me: I was satisfied, even happy, because I listened to God and I acted upon my guidance. In July God blessed me outrageously with a wonderful new life partner, my husband Ahyh (meet him at www.yhwh.com), but I had not desired a partner. I had given up completely on even the idea of having such love in my life, and was satisfied, even happy, being solitary.

My husband loves to give me gifts, and often asks me what I want. I rack my brain but don’t want anything, very puzzled that I do not know! “Before” (whenever that was) I could always list a bunch of items I wanted; a particular car, new kitchen cabinets, all kinds of stuff. It’s un-American not to have a list of wants! But now, even though I do appreciate the beautiful or useful things that I see, I do not develop any kind of longing or yearning to possess any of them, being perfectly happy as I am. Ahyh and I were at a lovely bookstore recently, a store which sells rare and first edition books. I picked up a beautifully hand-lettered exquisitely bound Koran and electricity shot through my hands as I examined the volume, then reverently placed it back in to its box and onto the shelf. Later, Ahyh asked why I didn’t tell him I wanted to buy it, but it had not occurred to me to possess that book. I was delighted simply to have touched it!

But my very nature has been re-ordered from the ideas of the world, from wanting and getting to a nature of receiving and sharing. Being in the flow of my good, in the Flow of God. God’s ideas for me are indeed greater than my own ideas for me.

Desirelessness is a deep quietude. “Let your adornment be the inner self with the lasting beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in God’s sight,” (1 Peter 3:4). My mind is not chasing the next thing I want, is quiet and still, able to listen and respond to the call of God. Neither looking ahead nor looking behind, I simply am. There is no greater bliss than being consciously connected with God-mind, hearing and knowing and acting upon God’s will in every moment, with no desires for the small self….ahhhh.

Let your desire be for the fullness of God-consciousness, lived, and you manifest the Christ on earth. Namaste’

Alright and Welcome to you Beloveds, in these moments.

And here it is another year in your linear protraction of time. I am sure many of you still subscribe to making resolutions....

May you follow your Spirit without Hesitation and find yourself manifesting what it is that excites you, consciously embracing that which seemingly does not. Indeed beloveds, here you are in 2006, a year where you will see continued Governmental (political), Resource (natural), and Environmental (weather) changes. Truly, these changes can be prepared for, by listening to the signs and information given, following in a way that serves your greatest potential.

May you continue to consider: You know Nothing, allowing for greater emptiness and the opportunity to be filled with Awareness.

May you have the courage to embark in the unknown territory of following your Spirit without Hesitation in these times. Obviously this will involve risking your attachments, beliefs, and securities to what you know and have called true and correct. Belief systems that have served there purposes – to get you to these moments. To follow such now will increase further polarization and separation. Let go and step into the unknown available and resilient, as the afore mentioned changes unfurl. I offer this to your minds as a variant for your future self, present right now, to realize the relationships you have been existing upon are no longer supportive as you are changing the very basis of survival as a species – moving from polarization to malleability. Beloveds, simply consider.

May this be a year in which you personally realize the commodity you are and create new ways in your daily regimen to enhance and proliferate such awareness. You are moving forward faster than you can integrate sometimes and it has catalyzing effects. Breathe, Souls, Breathe! Beyond the daily ingestion of your high-speed techno driven reality, this physical experience pushes you harder faster quicker... Please, if this statement is all you would coalesce, please take this in:
“God god I am god I am the god that is” (neither person, place, nor thing, the reflection of no other).

Beyond deification, you are Creatrix; Source re-sourcing itself as You in these moments. Breathe Soul, and embrace that which is happening, beyond the human awareness, embrace the Spirit you are; no place to go, no thing to get, where you are is perfect! And, indeed Beloveds, your mortal lives will change instantly no matter who, what, where, or how you exist. All comparison, separation, and isolation illusions fall away, now.

Extend your left hand, palm up, in front of you, and tap your wrist bone 3 times with your right hand. Then immediately, do the same with your right hand. When finished clasp your palms together, inhale a focused breathe – pause – exhale in a focused manner.
Immediately, close your eyes and in unison look left for a 5 second count, then, look right for a 5 second count. Move your closed eyes in this manner 2 more times.
Pause. Open your eyes! Yes....

Be this and More, for it is your New Year.

The Herzog Literary Agency is changing to better serve our world. I am now Phoenix House Publishing and will be publishing spiritual manuscripts in the next few months for book sales on the Internet. Thank you for your past support and looking forward to your input and support for this blessed new venture in 2006. For now still use the "old" website to contact me.

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My annual trip to Europe this past fall was one of the most insightful that I can remember. I was gone from home almost 4 weeks and traveled to places that I had never before visited. I was still recovering from my own self-created small stroke that almost completely crippled my ability to make a living. Of course, I am still asking the question: why? I am still getting the same answers - for the experience or the deeper meaning of life or now, the best answer of all: that I must teach something that has not been taught for thousands of years: the art of transference.

Our metaphysical world is a spiritual combination of religious ideas. There is God, Source, Goddess, Light, Higher Self - you name it. All these names are part of our metaphysical world. The fact remains that humans are still hurting the innocent. What kind of vibration do we create and then project onto others by our own ideas of God? There are those who would say that all vibrations are a part of God, Source, Higher Self or Allah on earth.

During my last adventure into self-exploration, I looked at my own limitations and vulnerability in trusting strangers and being open to sharing the vibration of Heart & Soul Healing©. These vibrations are simply gates to the many different levels of dimensions or aspects of the self.

This was also my first time working in Slovenia and Germany. I would have to honestly say that I was '80% present, yet 20% of the time outside’, watching myself - doing everything I could to bring myself back from a long sleep; wishing I was more present in my own moments.

In Slovenia, I met the most curious and open people. They truly reminded me of what my teachings have been about. There was, however an even larger problem than my being present. That was communication and the need for a translator for their beautiful language. For me, having a translator was perfect. Waiting for the translations to be completed allowed an opportunity for my thoughts to form again into my teaching words. I had to actually slow down in order to go faster. This helped me be more present with each of my thoughts and then with each of my words. It was perfect for the Slovenians and I could feel their gratitude to me as a teacher. During sessions, because of the language difference and the problems I had, I began to use a new technique to change the patterns on a cellular basis from the body. The mind of the client would remember and their body would have a moment to be free of the old pattern. This was the beginning of the ‘art of transference’.

In Germany, my sponsor shared with me part of the ending of the Harry Potter book 'The Half Blood Prince' by J.K. Rowling. Of course, I then knew I had to read the book. I began reading the last chapters first, and then went back to the beginning to read each chapter one by one as I am sure this is what the author had intended. Since my stroke on August 1, I have had a hard time reading at a ‘normal’ pace. I have not shared this with anyone other than Nancy as I do not wish to be judged. I do not like being used as a Witness for Spirit, nor the Messenger/Judge.

Each evening after sessions, I had time to read another chapter in the book. Because of my need to read slower and my desire to read faster, both the right and left sides of my brain became more synchronized with each chapter and each evening of reading. Towards the end of the book, I experienced a loud sound in my brain and ears, like the pitch of a rushing train. I knew that the last 20% of me that had been lost was then returning. There is also a quote I liked in that book from Albus Dumbledore, when he says:

“I make mistakes like the next man. In fact being, forgive me, rather cleverer than most men, my mistakes tend to be correspondingly huger.”

I believe that quote explains the big mistakes I've made in my own world.

We have arrived!!! We have integrated all the changes and must now begin to apply them. After all the stress and processing last year, it is time to recognize our powers and apply them at this higher level.

This is the time we will truly begin to use the technologies of Atlantis. If you already began to do this, it will be more effective and deep.

Quartz and other crystal are now more active and powerful. The sleeping elementals and divas of crystals are awake and willing to assist you in healing and in helping to heal the planet.

Healing the planet means holding a powerful image of this planet as healthy and happy.

Healing yourself means spending time meditating—especially in a room with crystals or holding a crystal. Crystals will assist you in taking this to a new level, allowing the energy to assist you in deciding how to apply all the energies that were downloaded last year. Crystal healing tools can be used to channel needed information, connect you with spiritual nourishment, cleanse you when needed, and give you the ability to do long lasting and deeper healing work.

Finally, it is necessary to “self regulate” by breathing deeply after a feeling or thought has caused a disturbance. Being present and clear will greatly assist this period of time.

I was inspired by my guardian angel to create an oil that connects us with our higher self. I blended 5 pure Essential Oil to remind us of the white ray that connects us with our highest consciousness and help us realize our unity within the diversity.

The key oil of this blend is White Angelica, Angelica archangelica, that helps to make the user more open to angelic energies. According to Patricia Davies, in Subtle Aromatherapy, this oil may “…mean being more in tune with our higher selves. The plant is often referred to in mediaeval and Renaissance herbals as Archangels, Angels’ Herb or the Herb of the Holy Spirit because of its almost miraculous powers of healing at a physical level, particularly during the plague. These healing properties are very real and we can draw on them in both subtle and traditional aromatherapy.”

Jasmine, Jasminum grandiflorum. This Queen of the Night” is originally from China and Asia where it has a rich history. The tiny star shaped Jasmine petals are usually collected at night when the scent is at its strongest. This essence has a long history of use in oils and perfumes. It is a precious oil.

Neroli, Citrus aurantium, comes from the orange blossom and is associated with purity. It soothes the heart and inhaling it can calm and connect us to our higher selves and/or the ones of our partner. It is also a precious oil.

Petitgrain from the leaves of wild orange trees, helps stimulate clarity and consciousness.

Balsam Fir, brings enlightenment and joy.

With his power of love, justice and balance, Archangel Michael uses the energy of the dragon to arrive to the heart and help shift from 3rd dimension “I love you if” To 4th dimension “I love you even if”.

On November 11, 2005 the Angelic Councils gave me some beautiful downloads for what they called the Angelic Portals of Grace. The five Angelic Portals are Grace are dedicated to the following areas: Abundance and Manifestation; Healing; Opening Your Heart; Personal Spiritual Growth and Enlightenment; and World Service.

Here is what Metatron had to say about these angelic portals: "Greetings blessed ones. This is Metatron and I am delighted to announce that beloved Gaia has passed through some important gateways in its ascension process. Love and Light are greatly amplified on the planet now for all who choose this - and it is a choice. We can now interact more deeply with humanity and the planet and we are gifting these angelic portals of grace to assist all sentient beings on their path of mastery. Remember dear ones to live from the heart at ALL times for this is where all blessings flow..." Metatron, January 3, 2006.

Kevin and I have moved to live in Egypt and I am feeling the Archetypal essence of the energy of Isis, or Auset, which is her true Egyptian name, coming in more powerfully each day. This has lead me to look at the Female Archetypes more closely.

The Divine Feminine can be perceived in three aspects, The Goddess Energy, Priestess and Divine Mother. You may like to sit quietly for a moment and feel which of these aspects resonates with you most in this moment. The invitation or challenge NOW is to live as this.

It is often said that we need to embrace the Feminine more, but to really do this in every day life we need to recognise in ourselves the parenting and conditioning of our culture, society and history. We need to sensitively perceive the subtle and indeed not so subtle ways that we think, act, feel and behave as a result of this conditioning, Some of these are so woven into the very fabric of our society's attitudes and behaviour that they can be regarded as "normal". A powerful way to begin this healing is to look at our relationship with our Father. No! I do not mean the good old dealing with stuff from your Dad. What I am suggesting is to use what you know of your fathers every day perception of the world. The society values, cultural attitudes etc. His map of reality, in its broad and subtle ways. As children our Father is the one who imprints upon our unconscious mind the model that we use as the rules for how things work. By becoming aware of these, we can start to become aware of the patriarchal flavour of our society. Strip away theses modes of behaviour and beliefs will allow our own true Female essence to flower.