One of the most erroneous and destructive misperceptions of our human egos is the distorted and actually blasphemous notion that the duality of God is good and evil.

We are now being clearly shown that the Duality or Polarity of God is NOT good and evil.

The Polarity of God is:

Father God: Masculine Polarity, Divine Sound Ray, Power, Will, Radiance, Activity, Creation, the Outbreath.

The Masculine Polarity of God radiates as the Sapphire Blue Ray and activates the left-brain hemisphere, the rational, logical mind and the Power Center of the throat where the spoken word/sound emanates. And...

Mother God: Feminine Polarity, Divine Love Ray, Cohesive Power, the Great Silence, Stillness, Unmanifest Potential, the Inbreath.

The Feminine Polarity of God radiates as the Crystalline Pink Ray and activates the right-brain hemisphere, the creative, intuitive mind, and the Love Center of the heart where love and the Divine Spark emanates.

Let me emphatically state now and for ALL Eternity, that the omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent Life Force we know as the all-encompassing Presence of God does not release one electron of precious Life Energy that is vibrating at a frequency less than the total perfection of God. God’s Will for us as Beloved Sons and Daughters is nothing less than the bliss of Heaven on Earth. Every single thing existing on Earth that is less than the perfection of Heaven IS A HUMAN MISCREATION AND HAS NOTHING WHATSOEVER TO DO WITH GOD’S WILL!!!

Are you coming to Mount Shasta for the Wesak, Joshua's or the Mother Wesak on 5/16/00? If so, visit the meditation sanctuary in Dunsmuir. Christ Jesus asked Mary-Ma McChrist to build a garden for His Mother Mary. See the incredible pond and water features built by Master pond builder Beverley Spicer. This is her gift of devotion and Love to the Mother. She used the Machaelle Small Wright's Perelandra “coning method” of working in partnership with Nature and humankind.

This technique was used for the entire garden. The Vesica Piscis rose garden connects into the Christ Grid. Come meditate in the Kwan Yin gazebo which is infused with the Violet Flame and the compassion of Beloved Kwan Yin. Visit our Mother Mary’s Our Lady of All Nation’s Star and statue. Mother Mary has anchored her “electronic Presence” there. Our Lady stands in a star which honors all the races with different colored flowers. Divine Mother Mary instructs us:

“My children bring a crystal, a pebble or small treasure to be placed around my statue for the healing of all nations. Charge it with your own heart flame and your vision for world peace. Place this gift around my statue Our Lady of All Nations. I call all people unto me. Let this be a covenant between myself as Mother and my beloved sweet children. It is the “Mother within” each heart and you children who will save this Earth."

"In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. The first time I heard that quotation from Genesis, I was about three. I remember thinking God must be the alphabet, something like the jumble of wooden spelling blocks stored in a sack under my bed. At four I decided God must be a writer, scribbling down his thoughts, tearing them out of his notebook and tossing them into space. Where ever the paper lands, I reasoned, something grows.

On my fifth birthday, Sister DeChantal, at St. Francis of Assisi parochial school, told me God made all this great stuff­stars and universes and such­by speaking his intentions. ³How does he decide what to do?² I asked. ³Who tells God what to make?² ³God knows everything.² said Sister, with a benevolent smile. ³Nobody tells him what to do.² I pondered while she pretended to dust the statue of Archangel Michael near the altar. I felt her patiently waiting for me to understand. I looked up at her and said, ³Then I want to be God.² My mother got a phone call that evening.

Today my more sophisticated mind has learned about vibration, frequency and co-creation. I¹ve experimented with toning, mantras, bhajans, declarations, affirmations, sound waves and tuning forks. I¹ve transmuted Mozart, Bach and Beethoven from bold and passionate artists to calculating mathematicians and, rebelliously, back into dynamic musicians.

Sound, I have come to understand, is an instrument for change, a tool for releasing the misinformation we have accumulated in our lives and for creating new realities.

Our transformational community puts forth many ideas. Perhaps the most interesting of these is the concept of returning to the child¹s mind­to the place of innocence where we started this marvelous journey, to the place where God looks and acts any way we dream, to the place we were headed before our mothers got phone calls."

Participating in ceremony is a fundamental way of honoring Mother Earth and declaring our openness to the Mayan Masters of Light, to Spirit, to the great Cosmic Plan. When done sincerely from the heart, it is one of the best ways to reestablish our relationship with all living beings, including our own inner selves.

Traditional Maya priests have done such ceremony for hundreds of years. They use sacred symbols which were misunderstood by Spanish conquerors. K’u-Kuul-Kaan Academy invites you to join us for our Spring Equinox 2000 Journey. We encounter the essence of the Serpent of Light, K’u-Kuul-Kaan, in our hearts. We connect with the soul and wisdom of the Maya people. We have invited local H Men (shamans/priests) to participate. We will have sharing circles with an interpreter so you can ask questions of the Maya themselves.

Come with us to a pueblo that is called "The Umbilical Cord of the Universe". Participants are invited to place their own special objects on ceremonial altars. Bring musical instruments to make a joyful sound. We will also perform a healing ceremony of transformation of the energy of the town of Mani. Here Fra. Diego de Landa‘s infamous auto de fé resulted in the destruction of precious Maya codices, statues, and lives. Individual healings and cleansings are available as optional experiences.

For more information, to send intentions to be put on the altar, or to be added to our mailing list, contact us at mlocke@bigfoot.com or visit our website. Back to T of C.

Has this ever happened to you? Somebody says something to you that immediately triggers negativity within you. You don't have a clue why you are so upset and you wonder just where that feeling came from.

Tony Robbins would call this a "negative anchor"-- something that is said or something that is experienced that you associate with a previous negative event. Peter Levine refers to this as trauma being held in the body. Whatever you want to call it, the event and feelings surrounding the event, rear their ugly heads again and again until you are able to heal the original situation.

The resentments we hold which are not resolved usually manifest themselves again in other relationships which have nothing to do with the original trauma.

We suggest that the first step in healing these past resentments is to stop yourself when you first feel it and examine where the negativity is coming from. The first step to creating any change is awareness. Go back in your mind to your previous relationships -- where did this feeling come from, who was there and what was the situation? It's very important to differentiate what happened in the past from what's happening now. Ultimately, you will want to work on forgiving that person and honoring how that experience created who you are today. Only after you are able to release the past, can you experience the emotional freedom that we all desire.

Many years ago, I asked in meditation, how the coming changes would affect me personally:

“They shall be as movie to you. They shall occur. They shall happen. They shall manifest in the world around, as they have manifested in the worlds you think of as above. And they shall affect you as the raging tempest, and the snows that fall outside your window do. They shall not touch, except by vibration. And sometimes there will be ones, who make a break from this world of disharmony into your world of peace and plenty. And you shall nurture them and be as a savior to them, and they shall rest a while and go their way. And so, prepare as your heart dictates. Not as the hearts of those who dictate to others, but as your own heart dictates you.” And my heart was silent.

“It is the silence of a heart at peace. Not the silence of disaproval or anger, but the silence of a contented heart that desires very little for itself. Let this be your clue. Listen to your heart, and you will find, within that silent space, that very little is required.” Listen to your heart! Often people phone me, wondering if it is time to put their beloved animal ‘to sleep’. I tell them to hold a joyful image of this animal within their hearts, and ask the question. Go with the feeling that accompanies the image you will receive - and you will know.

What an auspicious week-end The Centre of Love & Light, Green River, Ontario, has chosen for their 3rd Annual City of Light Celebration. Yes, July 14-16th is the chosen date for this grand reunion of world renowned lightworkers and blessed musicians. With the full moon eclipse of July 16th, being the 3rd eclipse of the month, it portends to be a truly powerful moment in time.

Do plan to be with us at this mid point of the year 2000, as we gather with such blessed beings of light as Patti Cota-Robles, Kay Meyer, Norma Milanovich, Marcia Dale Lopez, Forever (Virginia Sherry), Michael Mirdad & Jhadten Jewall. This down to earth Celebration of Light will be held in a tent designed to hold 400 - located in an open field, back of our precious centre, in the hamlet of Green River, Ontario (30 minutes north of Toronto).

Of course, it is the music of Eric Berglund, Omashar & Judy Armstrong which will add such joy to our grand event.

Through sounding, sacred dance and free movement, we will implement the energies from the Heart of The Cosmos into our own being, and into Mother Earth. Indeed, we will celebrate the sacred marriage taking place between Heaven & Earth.

How we receive the incoming energies determines how we will express ourseles in the new millenium. We are happy to offer this saced event for a suggested love offering of $300.00 Canadian. Visit our site for information on registration.

Hello all! I hope this finds you well and happy. I wanted to tell you a bit about a wonderful modality that I have been practicing over these past months. It is called Lightarian Reiki™.

Lightarian Reiki is a channeled Reiki energy system brought forth from Ascended Master Buddha. It is a lovely energy and it is gentle, yet powerful. The training is a perfect next step for Usui and Karuna Reiki Master Teachers.

It was brought forth through Jeannine Marie Jelm, co-founder of the Lightarian Institute in 1997. During channeling sessions with Jeannine, Ascended Master Buddha communicated that he wanted to bring forth new information about Reiki and to clarify, demystify and expand the concepts of Reiki. He indicated the Reiki, in general, is a Buddhic energetic healing ray and has been available to people on this planet since ancient times to stimulate spiritual growth and healing on all levels.

Never since the days of Christ over 2000 years ago, has the universe offered us such a powerful times to use to become living SUNS. Special planetary aliments, equinoxes/solstices, unified global prayers, intensified solar flares, auspicious solar/lunar eclipses, and renewed interest in ancient traditions, offer us accelerated energy in which to use to create. We can use this energy to create light and add to our authentic egoless power, boundless unconditional love, and walk with lighted integrity. We can also use these times to create darkness, hate, and war. Energy is just energy, and it is our collective intentions that make the energy manifest the way it does in our world. We can use these times to raise ourselves from the darkness or fall back into old dying paradigms. It is up to us.

Readings all the May 5th information circulating around the Internet, I am reminded that not just one event will create a sudden shift of consciousness or dimension that we all desire. The universe is much too kind and loving to put us through such a radical shift. The universe also loves all those still not ready for such light. So with each step, each solar/celestial event all of humanity comes closer to being one with God, closer to becoming living SUNS. We have experienced many special opportunities over the last 15 years since the Harmonic Convergence. Each solar/celestial event one took us to the next step in our physical and spiritual lives. Each shift pushed us into the void of the unknown, and past another limitation we had imposed on ourselves - even when we were screaming for mercy.

Jesus: A facet of the situation is that a group of souls incarnating at this time are advanced, extremely intelligent, and know how to manipulate or guide energy because they see everything as a system. Let's say the stock market is a system, business is a system, even the churches are a system. These particular souls that you call cold see everything as a system, and they understand how it works because they see systems as energy. The situation now in the earth during 2000 and into 2001 is forcing a shift and a change. He's not predicting stock market information, but He is saying that the people who need to shift from materialism will have loses in order to shift their ideas and realities.

Not all people that you think are greedy and are accumulating too much stuff and money are manipulators. They are balancing out their soul cycles. Eventually some of the people who appear to be rich or materialistic are going to use that money and their goods for the help of others. You will see that start about March of 2000 through 2001.

It's going to have to shift because the resources of the earth have been misused and altered. Humanity has speeded up the development of technology so that the earth herself has not had time to change the plants and the composition of the earth to catch up. By the year 2001 most of the perceptions and consciousness of the people will have changed enough to use that same technology to help her.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king`s wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the king for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been.

The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the king indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand.
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.