Recently, I received an enquiry from a student in Greece who was worried that part of the write-up on my Golden Heart Merkabah of Creation website mentioned 'High Magic'. On our last trip to Greece we had noticed many ceramic artifacts, mainly blue, that had a distinctive 'eye' quality to them. Our agent in Athens has since confirmed that the majority of the Greek population are extremely suspicious and believe in the 'evil eye'.

Magic is a term that has repeatedly recieved bad press since the 1600's, both in Europe and America. However, this term is now being used more and more to describe the effects produced by the Ascension process. As a definition of magic with regard to the Ascension I would describe it thus: "a system of mapping and controling the archetypes, specifically of ones own consciousness, in order to master a given reality". I have in the description of the Golden Heart Merkabah described the teaching of Sacred Geometry as 'High Magic', for through this teaching, one comes to the understanding of the mechanics of creation itself. It is through the understanding of Sacred Geometry that we are given the tools to actively create our own reality and to bring power to our actions.

Most students of esotericism are familiar with the term 'As Above, So Below' which alludes to the Law of Analogy. Briefly, analogy as applied to esoteric science states that the system of forces that brings into creation a universe, will in turn, on a lower revolution of the spiral, bring into creation a galaxy, a solar system and a planetary system respectively. This system of forces has thus been interpreted by man through the centuries under the various systems of Qabalah/Tarot, I-Ching, Mayan Mythology etc. These systems are visual symbolic maps of consciousness. In truth there is no difference in the construction of a Universe and the contruction of our own consciousness. How each of us interprets reality has an overall effect on the Universe we choose to live in. This is the key to the changes taking place on this planet at this time.

As the energy coming into the planet increases to levels never experienced before, we are being urged to connect to these systems as a means of understanding our own creative process so that we can actively create the environment we wish for ourselves, the rest of Humanity and the Planet.

This is to be achieved through creative imagination; through dreaming into reality our heartfelt desires. There are teachings being given out at this time which are allowing us to remember the means by which we can dream this reality. The Golden Heart Merkabah is one of those teachings, given with love by the Angelic Kingdom of Light, that we may reclaim our divinity as co-creaters of the most perfect reality of Love, Wisdom and Power.

You work hard and dream of a better future. You have goals you want to achieve, but you do not seem to get any closer to them. Something keeps holding you back, and it feels like you are stuck in a rut, no matter how hard you try to break out of repeating the same patterns. New approaches to the situation do not yield the results you would normally expect. There could be something behind the scenes influencing the outcome, or lack of it.

Memories, prior experiences, and even past lifetimes can carry negative emotions that trigger conscious and unconscious fear responses that may prevent you from moving forward and making changes even when you know you should. These self-protective barriers can be difficult to break through. The memories containing this information may be deeply hidden or even obscured.

Finding the source of your fear is the first step to understanding what is holding you back and releasing your attachment to it. Once released from these and other self-imposed restrictions, you can move forward towards your goals and the future you deserve.

In recent months, I have received the most extraordinary teaching about actual change to the past: this present life and past lives both. I have been working deeply and intensively for some years, clearing out the great hurts of many lifetimes: stored terror, anger, and sorrow.

When I reached a certain point in my clearing process, spirit gave me a message I had never heard before. “Okay,” it said, “now you can go back and change this.” “What?” I replied. “How?”

I’ll give just one of the now many examples I have experienced since then. In one life as a wandering spiritual teacher, I went to a certain town and was attacked there, and my body killed.

My spirit connected the present me up to myself the day before I planned to go there. I had received inner warnings, but I knew the risks and had determined not to be stopped by fear. When we were connected, I told myself: “Hello, I love you. I am you from a future life, and you are me from my past. You have been warned about going to a town tomorrow, correct?” My past self said “Yes.” “These warnings are real,” I said. “If you go, you will be killed. You will no longer be able to give your gifts to people. Not only that, but the ones who kill you will have very difficult karma to deal with. Do not go.”

Fortunately, my past self was able to believe this message, avoided that town, and lived long and fruitfully.

Some lives, some events cannot be changed, or can be changed so far and not further. I have changed my birth into certain difficult lives by going to myself in between lives. I am now changing this very life. Ramtha’s work has fitted right in with this lately, especially a little booklet called A Master’s Key for Manipulating Time (call 360/458-5201, x35, to order a copy). This has confirmed and furthered my own inner teachings.

This has been so life-changing for me, I cannot begin to communicate here all that can be done. I have helped others do it as well. What I’ve decided is to offer a much longer writing as an email to those of you who are interested. Email me at ami@jps.net, and within a few days I will send this to you.

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If you have the gnawing feeling that you are living in an Alice in Wonderland dream world in which the inmates run the asylum, you're not alone. Collectively, it would appear we are quite mad, recklessly destroying our planet and each other through judgment and greed.

Until you shift the point from which you view and penetrate the veil of this illusion, everything you experience is highly distorted. Everything you've been made to value and cherish has been intentionally designed to ensnare you. You've been living a paradox, seeking identity through careers, relationships, family, religion and a host of other activities ... all the while, blind to what you have been deliberately kept from knowing.

The truth, once you discover it, will astound you!

If you're at all curious about:
Who you really are... Why you appear to be here... How and why the illusion was created... What the next dimension offers... Who will get there within the next few years and who won't....

... then you might want to read my book, Going Deeper. It takes you on a wild ride through dimensions and realities that will be startlingly new -- yet, inexplicably familiar. Through a cast of enchanting and unpredictable characters – an irreverent talking dog, a wise and gentle tree, a rapping raccoon raconteur, knowing but disembodied voices, and more – Going Deeper reveals the nature of reality and your real place in it. Prepare to disappear into the rabbit's hole. The only question is: how far are you willing to allow yourself to go?

Possibly, for the first time in this incarnation everything about your life will finally make sense.

Last issue I shared with you that St. Germain had revealed to me his famous Elixir. I have had very interesting results from it and want to see how others are effected. I wish to have 144 testers. Approximately 60 have come forth, so far. Most are seeing some sort of change in their life in only a few weeks.

Tester opportunities will remain open until the "magic" number of 144 is reached. You will find the details and requirements to become a tester and obtain the Elixir at this link.

When the new energies started to go through, we all expected there to be some relief as they integrated. This did not occur. On the contrary, it seems that many of us are experiencing greater stressors and more trauma.

When your energy and spirituality is upgraded, it causes changes. These changes affect the foundation of your entire world-the people, the events, the objects, emotions-everything. You are being asked to step up to the plate and make massive changes whether you feel ready or not.

The result of this push toward massive changes-anxiety! Also, there is a feeling of disorientation, depression, immobilization-deer in the headlights, and general unease. This alternates with clarity, bliss, connection with the Divine, and a feeling of excitement. What could be more confusing than to feel up one minute and down the next without clear indicators regarding direction or cause?

So, there is nothing wrong with you-the experience is new, the experience is about ancient blocks coming apart and huge boulders of energy moving that never moved before. The urge to step up to the plate, to pursue your path, your true work, your love, your passion-this is now pushing you to be all that you can be.

You can get through this. Again you ask, when will it get easier? I'm not sure about easier-I know that Spirit is kind. And if you ask for a few days of ease, there will be peace and gentleness. If you perceive yourself gently and kindly, there will be more ease. Coach yourself through this, as you would help a child on his or her first day of school. Keep up the good work; it will include rewards and joy.

Once in meditation years ago I was standing in space where one of those NASA cameras took pictures of the earth. I was watching a laser like violet stream of light streaming through the poles of earth. Its source was beyond my field of vision. I knew intuitively the violet laser was a force field that would grow. Its message definitely was: BE LOVE. I sensed the same harmony as when I play my music. In that harmony, nations merge like droplets into the ocean to share goods and services. Workplaces become temples, schools become sources for ancient and modern wisdom. Politicians become statesmen linking nature and people with higher wisdom and values.

Recently in Los Angeles my album, The Comforter, was chosen as a semi finalist piece of music in a group that advocates spiritual and constructive films to uplift the world. These people inspired me to say, despite the media, we are witnessing people who have unknowingly or knowingly answered the clarion call to serve the good of all. There are architects, journalists, educators, health professionals, entrepreneurs introducing products and services to lift the quality of life. People are promoting a good society, musicians, artists, filmmakers, authors and more. Emphasizing humanity’s oneness instead of difference, they, (we) are bringing a refined sense of living to the globe, a new type of love, the New Song. Never lose hope. Each and everyone matters.